Stronger

It's this feeling again..

2010-02-28T22:19:00.003+08:00

Am i supposed to be happy? Or sad?
I don't know.. guess its the disappointment again..
It's no longer the ecstatic feeling.. it's just plain relief.
But i'm not gonna give up.. not now ..

schoolschoolandmoreschool

2010-02-08T23:30:00.005+08:00

waking up in the morning is such a chore and i seriously dread it ):
today during physics i can't take it anymore and dozed off now i dun understand a freaking thing! I should stop sleeping , this is not sec 2 anymore.. so irritating. Hahah k not really , i think waking up in the morning is more irritating. Ok this is getting kinda pointless, good night !

2010-01-30T00:02:00.003+08:00

Today was damn funny in class la. Chinese was totally a gl session ,

i think we will drive the teacher crazy sooner or later :/ SHA TAN (inside joke :D )
Then maths , mr chan damn cool.

he said he will confiscate ez link card if we don't complete the work in time.

Then obviously most of us never , then he go ask us take out ez link card.

we all damn scared he will confiscate and in the end he said :" Look at your ez link card, look at your face and tell yourself you can do it." wth! hahaha everyone burst out laughing, like freaking random la.

Physics , I have nothing to say but HILARIOUS. displacement , velocity bla bla. omg damn funny i tell you. HAHA. oh then something embarrassing happened , lol zz -.- i hope....... :S

ha. ha. ha.

2010-01-28T23:10:00.002+08:00

It's like walking on a tight rope in mid-air , trying hard to balance while overcoming your fear.. being all alone and no one is there to catch you when you lose balance. Helplessness just keep on drowning you but you know you have to keep going , it's the only way to survive. And when you finally surrender and fall , it may not be a bad thing , it is a kind of relief to you. And that's when you decide to surrender to fate.. that's when you lose your hope.

It was fun today , bball :) I really need to go study bio. Don't wanna flunk another test

sowhat.

2010-01-24T22:51:00.003+08:00

It's Sunday night. Why do i feel so empty inside.
Hm the past week was quite hectic but school is getting more enjoyable. Quite a few interesting incidents in class that kept me awake most of the time. Oh don't mention english lessons , seriously i'm starting to find it more torturous than my mum's nagging :O I hope i don't fail my english zz. BUT history is damn fun ok not really fun but Ms Sathi can really keep me awake and jot down notes (idk when was the last time i did that).
Had our first two matches , and not that bad but i still feel that something's missing. Well we still have a few more matches before round 2 and i hope to improve my play and jiayou nhnb , rmb our goal..... :)

Who will give me the strength to continue.. ?

Turn scars into stars

2010-01-18T22:18:00.004+08:00

The story is told of some men in Scotland who had spent the day fishing. That evening, they were having tea in a little inn. One of the fishermen, in a characteristic gesture to describe the size of the fish that got away, flung out his hands just as the waitress was setting his cup of tea in place. The hand and the teacup collided, dashing the tea against the whitewashed wall. An ugly brown stain began to spread over the wall. The man was embarrassed and apologized profusely.

But, one of the other guests jumped up and said, "Never mind!" Pulling a pen from his pocket , he began to sketch around that ugly stain. Soon , there emerged a picture of a magnificent stag with spread antlers. The artist was Sir Edwin Landseer , England's foremost painter of animals.

From Hope Assured

:)

CHINESE IS KILLING ME. "Go home must do homework already" , never ever say that , you'll just end up going online or watching tv . Okay maybe only i'll do that. But!! I need kit kat! I need a break! hahahah. Off to do homework, I'm serious now. :@ hahaha

Merry BoringXmas

2009-12-25T21:34:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHLOE GORILLA CHENG. And Merry Christmas :D

The disappointment in your eyes ... really killed me.

soweird.

2009-12-18T19:07:00.002+08:00

i realised i like to read emo blogs. okay not those "i'm so hurt i gonna slash my wrists now" kind of emo. Haha is those meaningful ones , i think i'm weird but wtv. (8

whatahellamidoinghere

2009-12-04T22:16:00.004+08:00

Actually i donn't feel like blogging but i'm seriously rotting away in front of the com. pfffffffft.
My eyes are getting smaller due to lack of sleep D:
was waken up by tanji's call at 9 this morning .
went to school to meet netballers. Class allocation out and i'm in 307.
ok la not that pathetic just that dun have any close friends.
Walao everybody in 304 -.- kanasai hahah. lets go on a chicken killing mission. ok jk tanji. haha.
KILL THE CHICKEN. ok kidding ..... RAWR!! ok i stop. lol. later black elephant (guess who) come after me.
Had macs delivered to sch and Gregory Mok was showing us 'magic' .
G : "qehewhjfnlrigvrhjtrhjr"
Us : " and your point is ??????! "
G : "DAVID COPPERFIELD IS ALSO A LAO QIAN" hahaha . wth.

& then he show us some lame games zomg -..- (pig face , gm)
thn bball awhile and went home.
Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Sentosa Cove

2009-11-08T23:19:00.009+08:00

Finallyyy i'm gna update my blog.
This few days/weeks have been rather dull and i feel like shiatzxc.
But still , there are things to rejoice for. (: Being oblivious to everything helps to destress , no point hating when hatred does nothing but add to your troubles.. And i believe in karma. haha.
I had a beautiful dream , where everything was peaceful and how i wish i didn't have to wake up. Once i woke up , reality slapped me real hard in the face, telling me it was all a dream. " JUST CARRY ON WITH YOUR SUCKY LIFE. "
Hey but if someone is willing to give me Sentosa Cove ( macs monopoly piece ), my life will not be that sucky afterall . Eh , it's $50k!! Anw i doubt anyone even has it. lol.
--

oh ya that day we went to tzu lai's house to visit her hamster . before that , we went jp to eat and i wasn't the pig (: As usual , we were all 'bullying' tzu lai . Freaking funny. we decided to bathe her hamster and i guess it was a wrong decision cos the hamster almost drowned! The worst thing is we thought he was doing some stunt in the water but he's drowning -.- sl damn funny , "Eh he like dolphin leh!!!" sm was having a great deal of fun with tzu lai's mum's b__ , throwing it around , epic gayness. I pity the victims. haha

PS. Happy by Leona Lewis RMS ( Rocks My Socks ) !!!
Oh and there is a damn cool suicide game on facebook hahha. Ultimate objective of the game : Kill yourself. :D hahaaha

Down.

2009-11-06T12:26:00.003+08:00

screwed up at training..
everything's so screwed. >:(
should i delete this blog.

DEAD

2009-10-26T23:26:00.002+08:00

will updateeeee sooon , lazy now.
cya! ( i dun rlly know the purpose of this post)anw hell training's gna start ,wish me luck.

give me confidence

2009-10-05T21:09:00.002+08:00

just a simple gesture will do...

I'm not sure if it's true but wtv you think is not right , and i hope you didn't listen to ...

sigh how to get rid of it.

i know

2009-10-01T21:20:00.004+08:00

you're better off like this? okay..
hahah. im gna mmob (:

i need a life.

2009-09-28T20:54:00.001+08:00

yeah i seriously need to get a life! i'm like rotting away

unlucky

2009-09-23T22:22:00.002+08:00

black dress = bad mood . HAHA yea recess we queued up for our fav prata which took us quite long and caused us to be late for chinese. So... yes, 8 people standing along th corridor as punishment (as usual) HAHA. our fault la actually but damn suay also. Black dress + long prata queue . I just realised today is quite a bad day . chem and physics test plus english oral -.- (not mentioning prata incident) chem is balancing equations i didnt memorize the formula zzzzzzzzz .
training , 25 rounds , woah can die. no motivation to run , that sucks.my legs still aching .but must endure!! hahahh and ya we must buck up, physco yourself!

funnaye

2009-09-21T21:51:00.004+08:00

GOOD NEWS . hahah blogger is finally cured and i can post without having to use my phone ( k maybe my com got problem) so...i decided to move back :D ok so lame.
anywayyyyyy went kap to study just now . with tj and joey. hannah came awhile. didn't really study much ya expected i know HAHA. then went cold storage walk around. tj wanted to buy green tea but it wasn't cold so we put it in the ice cream freezer . walked arnd buy sausage then went back take the drink. still not cold enough , " eh we sing a song then we take th green tea " HAHA k after that i took a pic with ..ronald.. GUESS WHO . no not ronald susilo . RONALD MC DONALD , yay! after that was funny and unglam k i shall not mention it here so embarrassing.
so yeah , conclusion : we should form a study group , but dun expect much work to be done. heheheheh

oh yes man utd won man city 4-3 ytd, who says owen is useless ?!

moved

2009-09-14T21:07:00.000+08:00

http://ngyiqing.posterous.com
blogger is fking screwed lol. relink thanks

God wants you to know..

2009-09-08T17:39:00.000+08:00

Got this on facebook :

On this day of your life, Yiqing, we believe God wants you to know...
... that humans learn only by trial and error, and that includes you.

You've got to live life, not think about it. Step into the midst of things, try and fail and learn and stand up again. The question is not whether you will or will not make mistakes - you will. The question is do you want to learn and grow, or do you want to shrink back and be stuck? Take that step you've been avoiding. You can succeed, or you can get feedback that it didn't work, but in either case you are sure to feel alive.

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz

2009-09-06T23:54:00.001+08:00

i like playing stupid online games like slap the nerds . you can google it to find the link. haha but it gets quite boring after awhile. I think whitney houston is cool. this is totally random . and im thinking whether i should go for th class outing on thurs. ok i think i should. but its freaking sentosa !!! nothing much to do thr.

Enlighten me

2009-09-05T22:13:00.005+08:00

happy birthday xiao han and enjie ! I didn't realise that it's already 10pm plus now i thought it's still like 8. Today is stupid man. i woke up and switched on the com then i went out to eat lunch. Came back and went to sleep with the computer still switched on till like 7 plus. and so i wasted electricity th whole day HAHA. k whatever im bored to death tht explains why im here . ( oh , my computer is burning hot )

Time passes so fast , it's alr september now. And come to think of it , i haven't been improving at all , still at the same spot. It's demoralising ..

hm , should i ? or not? damn , this is even harder than the most difficult math question.

blew my thoughts away

2009-09-01T21:30:00.001+08:00

today is such a windy day! a good day to stay at home and slack . k wtv if i type out everything i did i bet your will die of boredom and now 7th month leh later you all come take revenge. :S

"Arrow goes forward only after pulling it backward.
Bullet goes forward only after pressing the trigger backward.
Every human being will get happiness only after facing the difficulties in their life .

So do not be afraid to face your difficulties , they will push you forward. "

nostalgia

2009-08-31T21:52:00.001+08:00

i realised it's been ages since i had home-cooked food. It's either eat out or dabao home for idk how long. Finally i got to taste food cooked by my mum. It was.. great. hahah. And food really works wonder. It totally cheered me up. hahaha. I hope everyday can be like this , i'm really sick of outside food. haha oh yeah today's teachers' day. i wanted to do cards but i was totally not in the mood. so just wrote something on the class present for th tchers. Mass walk , as pointless as ever. i'd rather dance tht stupid aces dance we do in primary sch HAHA i remember how we twisted and turned everywhr so fun. had a hard time deciding whr to go. sm sick so she went home get well soon . in the end we nvr stalk them(dun tell you who) we went jp . Quite funny ah , and we saw ppl quarrelling , interesting. The manager came just in time to prevent something impactful from happening : a cat fight. HAHA i know we super typical singaporean and kaypoh , stand outside the shop and watch . Seriously quite funny ..and entertaining? Ok i shall stop gloating over other ppl's misfortunes.

idk why but this post somehow lifted my mood. (:

kill me.

2009-08-30T21:23:00.000+08:00

Chloe left on Friday.. we went to send her off at the airport. Chloe , you know i'm not good with words, just want to tell you that i'll miss you.. will miss playing street with you and talking crap together, making fun of chicken. All the best and dun give up on nball over thr (:

sorry.. why can't i keep to my promises and do what i said..

Will you ?

2009-08-23T22:01:00.009+08:00

i was such a weakling that day by standing there and nodding my head though in my mind i was so disappointed by your comment.
But i must thank you. Cos now, i tell myself i mustn't be like this or i'll be doing what you did.

Today went to watch netball at tpy with esther and audrey. HAHA so funny esp in the mrt. Talked crap.Singapore played badly.. k thats not the point. the point is the australians are good man! hahah . wtf there's this asshole person on msn i dun even know him. go n die! HAHA

Why do we have moonless nights

2009-08-22T23:52:00.003+08:00

" Sometimes , they say, the moon is so busy with the new souls of the world that it disappears from the sky. This is why we have moonless nights. But in the end, the moon always returns, as do we all. This is what they believe. "

sometimes, we lose our directions , goals disappear . but they will come back as long as we believe.

drained

2009-08-20T20:25:00.002+08:00

sometimes i feel motivated by random ppl haaha . k today was movie w sm , shu ping , xiao han n tzu lai at west mall. WHERE GOT GHOST? haha its funny and i think its really quite scary . Omg the fat ghost super scary man hahah. Then we slacked at udders and talked crap . tzu lai was the joke. Haha i cant believe im actually blogging a normal post .
Anw ytd self training , my muscles died man. Lol i love nowadays whr we play street during lunch and sometimes recess. I prefer playing with th girls its really fun.

hmm. sometimes i wonder.. is it really so important to win.. at times i will want to win so badly . but sometimes i just feel like slowing down and enjoy the game , enjoy laughing with friends and hey it feels rather good . although we didn't win but everyone in the team enjoyed the game..that's good enough..

lies.

2009-08-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

fk la . why am i always the one. idiots. sorry i alr tried to hold back for idk how long . i tried to ignore .

all that matters

2009-08-16T20:19:00.000+08:00

today is a nice day to sleep! so it was another wasted day. didn't really study . blame it on the weather , so windy blew me into dreamland k so lame. anw at least i read oliver twist on my bed. and i read until scene 12 then i fell asleep and woke up at 1pm , ate lunch and slacked , joined my brother and watched football . i got so freaking bored so i went to read agn . finished half the book and AGAIN i fell asleep . was waken up by a phonecall from my dad and finally i decided to finish off oliver twist once and for all and get all his money muahahahahahaha. went to eat dinner omg so effing nice haha. DAMN TODAY IS SUPER SLACK i feel like killing myself.

How are you going to finish? are you going to finish strong? or are you going to give up?
its all that matters

you are lucky.

2009-08-16T00:39:00.001+08:00

when you feel useless or down. tell yourself that there are people in this world who are suffering more , whose situation are a thousand times worse than yours. But they are living life to the fullest and they are grateful for what they have. we should too. move on and don't ever give up because you know there will be people cheering you on , people that care for you. (:

paranoid

2009-08-14T21:56:00.000+08:00

today was quite boring the lessons suck but i couldn't sleep cos its freaking hot without the air con. Get well soon to those ppl that caught the flu bug! dun get 1 week mc its boring at home hahaha. oh anw im too sian so i shall blog abt commons which i didn't want to at first. HAHA k so ... today was chinese but i think it sucked la although ppl have been telling me its fking easy. omg i suck haha why cant we use the freaking dictionary for shi yong wen !!
all the good phrases i wna write but dno how to write . idiot. HAHA english was so-so cos its about gorillas!!! MY LIFE'S SCREWED!!! (er not cos of common tests k haha) I keep getting paranoid over stuffs. wad is wrong with me man . im freaking screwed. ugh. and ppl keep giving me false hope sigh .

no pain no gain

2009-08-09T22:55:00.002+08:00

Maybe it's my fault.

Maybe I let you to believe it was easy, when it wasn't.

Maybe I made you think my highlights started at the free throw line, and not at the gym.

Maybe I made you think that every shot I took, was a game winner.

That my game was built on flash, and not fire.

Maybe it's my fault that you didn't see that failure gave you strength.That my pain, was my motivation.

Maybe I led you to believe that basketball was a God-given gift, and not something I worked for every single day of my life.

Maybe I destroyed the game.

Or maybe, you're just making excuses.

-Michael Jordan

not gonna fall for it again.

2009-08-08T22:22:00.002+08:00

omg i need to start studying. i woke up at 11 today , ate lunch then slept from 1pm to 6pm . wth right. hahaha.

Because of You - Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

not too late i guess.

2009-08-06T23:10:00.001+08:00

I like to think , like think about stuff then come up with a conclusion. when i start to think i can't stop i'll just go on and on and its so fun . k you dun have to understand. HAHA. anw obviously im not a very clever person la if not i will top th level instead of being 200 plus . but still not bad la. hahaha. btw this is a super random post k. im posting coz im amazed by the power of thinking, wtf this sounds stupid but wadever (: you can ignore me/this post.

i realised quite a lot of things , hope its not too late. (:

just answer a simple question.

2009-08-05T22:16:00.001+08:00

this sucks. nobody knows how i feel . k nvm.. just disappointed .. i hate this feeling, i hate this i hate this i hate this .but what can i do.

i hope ...

2009-08-02T00:17:00.000+08:00

finally i went out after like one week at home.met sue mae and went je library to erm STUDY. haha you believe? ok we gossiped and talked about people. quite fun. omg i have like five freaking tests next week and great all my textbooks and files are in school. good job ng yi qing. ok anyway i really dno what to write for my ke qian liang fen zhong , someone plz give me some ideas .

i think.. we should really buck up plz show some effort.. sigh

):

2009-07-28T15:23:00.000+08:00

omg. i feel terrible ... hope i can get well soon and go back to school. i'll have to work doubly hard for both studies and netball when i get back. This sucks. 1 week mc , damn. Hope i didn't pass to anyone :S pls pls dun pass to anyone. ): dun want my stamina to drop when i go back.... i will run everyday when i get well. now im feeling better , temp drop to 36.8 alr. Ytd was crazy ... shot up to 39.3 damn scary.

random.

2009-07-25T23:48:00.000+08:00

today was totally boring. home alone. haha dun misunderstand i'm not some lonely freak k!!!
Just that everyone went out and i decided to sleep , go online , watch tv. I feel proud of myself cos i didn't eat a lot today. HAHA k but i hate feeling hungry.
Okay, enough about today cos if i continue it'll be super boring . hmm.. thursday , nothing much , I LOVE ASSEMBLY! cos can sleep and won't get caught and i bet everyone else is sleeping too. but the bad thing is... k nvm (:
Friday .. nothing much happened , had self training. Quite good i guess.. didn't really do anything , just pair work and 15 rounds.

Im scared.. please come back..

Be contented with who you are!

2009-07-18T21:49:00.000+08:00

This article is cool. taken from : www.ineedmotivation.com/blog

Comparing ourselves to others is something we do frequently. We often judge our own abilities in relation to how they compare to others. This is a recipe for a drop in our self esteem. It is not at all useful either. You have to look at your true value as a person; standing on your own not up against someone else. Usually when people compare themselves to others they end up comparing the other person’s strengths with their own weaknesses. This is not an accurate comparison at all. In the end it does not matter either way. You need to be happy with you; not you compared to someone else. There are ways to stop doing this.

• You have to gain an awareness of the situation. Many people compare themselves to others unconsciously, but you need to make yourself aware of the behavior as soon as you start to do it.

• Make yourself stop. Once you realize that you are doing this you have to make yourself change focus. Do not beat yourself up; just change the subject in your mind.

• Focus on the things that you have in your life to be thankful for. Think about all of the things that make you a lucky person. Do not spend time dwelling on what you do not have.

• Think about your strengths. Take the focus off of your weaknesses and celebrate the things that you do well. Be proud of yourself and work towards your goals using these strengths.

• Acknowledge that you will always have imperfections and learn to be alright with it. There is no one in this world that is perfect, yet we seem to let our imperfections cause us a great deal of stress. Striving to improve is a great way to spend your time; striving for perfection will only drive your crazy.

sorry.

2009-07-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hi! you know what. i wont care anymore. (: cos this is my life and i should live for myself, not get upset over other ppl. this wont bother me anymore. and not gonna get angry with anybody (: haha so ya ,i feel good . (8

hold on

2009-07-12T11:32:00.000+08:00

Stop Crying Your Heart Out - Oasis
Hold up
Hold on
Dont be scared
Youll never change whats been and gone

May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Dont be scared (dont be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Whyre you scared? (Im not scared)
Youll never change
Whats been and gone

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Cos all of the stars
Are fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see them some day
Take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out

Were all of us stars
Were fading away
Just try not to worry
Youll see us some day
Just take what you need
And be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out
Stop crying your heart out

how

2009-06-26T14:17:00.000+08:00

i trusted you so much. maybe everyone have two faces. or more.
but you make me feel so helpless. there is nobody i can turn to. it's not your fault.
because i tried to put myself in your shoes. but i just found out too much. really too much.
can you make me trust you? can i bring myself to trust you? can anyone ?
or do you even care ? and what about you ?

Move on

2009-06-24T00:19:00.000+08:00

hi! ok the reason why im here is cause..........i dun want to tell you. ok kidding the reason is im bored. i should be sleeping but i just drank coffee.damn. hahaha. k anw went back evg today to play netballlllllll (: with the sec ones and pri5 and 6. fun. haha .walao i dun like to introduce myself , cos i'll stutter. hoho
went off earlier for extremes ,friendly match with ite. on the train , saw this edd ( ewwww damn disgusting ) couple. kiss like hell can. ok nvm. ite have escalator , HAHA. i like today's match , cos i feel light and i feel like im flying. ok exaggerating.
so overall i like today (:
but this sue mae have to remind me of my unfinished homework. hahahahaha
no extension of holidays ): means no extra days for homework. means i become dead meat.
means everybody will be sad. ok just kidding. (:
i feel lame.
nvm.

Veiled

2009-06-19T00:25:00.000+08:00

i totally screwed up today's match..):
src on saturday ... hope i can play better.

here goes...
theres no need for you to lie .
i can sense it.
i cant trust your words , cos what you do makes me doubt.

Hit it big

2009-06-14T23:01:00.000+08:00

Today is lucky day.
Went for maths tuition in the afternoon and . it sucks. but nevermind (:
cos....
after tuition , went north plaza . and i dun feel like going home...
so went to timezone and played a game called stacker.
supposed to stack the blocks all the way then can get something.
first two times , got nothing.
the third time , i stacked all the blocks and i GOT A PSP. HAHA (8
and is the slim and lite one. lucky right. hoho.omg. hehe. haha. omggg. ok enough.
omg i just know a new joke. k. ask me yourself if interested,. (:
ate sakae sushi just now. cos my bro bday ytd.
damn full.

i HATE ants. go die. grrr.

2009-06-03T00:03:00.000+08:00

damn... ):

2009-05-24T16:50:00.000+08:00

My blog is dying.
just like how im going to die on friday's ptc.
haha. But on second thoughts, i dun think i will die very badly.
ok whatever (:

there's an enl match on wednesday and i have no idea what it will be like.
hope i dun screw things up. hahah.

ok seriously i dun have anything to post about.
Sorry for the boring post :X

Screw you.

2009-05-09T13:48:00.000+08:00

im looking forward to trainings.
pt. hahaha (:

2009-05-01T22:05:00.000+08:00

Today was rather unproductive.
Except that i burned off some fats this morning.(maybe not)
Hahaha , went to play basketball with tanji and wan qing they all.
Woke up at 9 and i was late. expected.
Facial foam. hahaha inside joke.
Went to eat kfc aft that . So all the exercise was kinda no use after all.
i feel like playing netball.oh man. ok random.
Went home.
i seriously need to do something productive and stop lazing around.
But i doubt i can. hahaha somebody slap some sense into me.

School was not so smooth-sailing recently.
Keep getting bothered over trivial matters.
Whats wrong with me. ok whatever. hahaha.
Trainings are omg damn slack. :x
i miss last time..

2009-04-30T22:53:00.000+08:00

i guess im sad.
it won't be the same anymore , and it can't.
cos im tired.

its just like the hands of a clock, going on and on,
and just when you thought things were better,
it returned to the same spot again.

2009-04-25T14:55:00.000+08:00

OMG. I FORGOT TO BRING MY CHINESE TEXTBOOK HOME .
crap. need to copy two passages and hand in on monday.
(punishment for not reading chinese storybook on friday -.- lame)
im dead meat. need to chiong on monday alr.

2009-04-13T21:39:00.000+08:00

Yo! haha (:
Today was tiring ..
i totally forgot there's pe today and i wore fbt.
sm , kimberly and some other ppl also. lol!
And Ms Saw made us do squats in the field as punishment -.-
And she made the others run around the field. Then she told us to join them.
So we ran and ran like some kind of mad cows.hahaha.
THEN she made us sprint from one end to another after the long long run , which sucks.
Shes crazy!! got screw driver? help her fix her loose screws. ok so lame.
haha. i dun really enjoy pe now. lol its just like pt and more pt -.-

Had bio test aft recess . ms chng did last min revision with us,
and it helped me alot , cos i didnt really study.
Haha. ok then boring lessons all the way :X acc sucks. ok la today not that bad.

Aft school had training with the sec ones.
Quite slack , but my leg muscles aching like hell. (stupid squats). haha
Ate ice cream yum yum.
i think i damn lame today. hahaha whatever.
Oh shit my mom's nagging ._.
K bye bye! (:

2009-04-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

E-learning today , which means no school.
hahaha but it sucks. asknlearn was totally screwed up.
HCL quiz was like 'wth????' Carissa:"I dun even understand a single word."
LOL. i got 4/10 .
ok so lame blogging about elearning -.-
so afterwards went to watch bball match at clem sports hall with tanji and joey.
lost to hua yi. good luck for other matches! (:
Heard softball lost too. sm! cheer up! haha its not the end yet! (:

And (c'div) mgs won rgs by 2!!!!!!!!! *heart pain*
what is this!!!! lol. no offence btw.
b'div lost to dunman.. dun be sad ! (:

damn scared and worried about next yr :X lol.
I MUST WORK HARDER!

2009-04-09T09:27:00.000+08:00

THE E-LEARNING PORTAL IS DAMN SLOW!

2009-04-04T23:47:00.000+08:00

No matter where you are, remember that we'll always be there for you.
I will never forget the time we spent together , the tears and joy we shared.
Only when we lost something , do we start to treasure it.
But don't worry , we have not lost you , neither have you.
Remember , we're just a phone call away.
When you need somebody to share your joy or sorrows , just nudge us on msn.
We'll be there for you.
"When you see Chloe , you see the light" , thats what you always say.
But now you're gone , a few thousand miles away from us.
I miss you ):

2009-03-22T21:33:00.000+08:00

Hiya!
Guess what? I haven't finish my homework. Great.
I just cant stop thinking about alot of things. ):
And there's school tmr. Double greatness. hahah.
I'm still in the "yay! Tmr dun need go school" mood.
I seriously dun feel like going to school and see everyone
grinning so widely while im feeling so damn terrible.
But heck, i'll try to put on a grin . (:
Ok so ya theres training tmr , hope i dun screw things up.
Haha. Rgs match on wed and really hope tmr's training will prepare us well for a tough fight. :D
kk bye bye! (:

2009-03-21T14:32:00.000+08:00

"A goal without a plan is just a wish."
-Antoine de Saint-Exupery

Going chicken's house later.
Hahah as usual , i'm superrrrr bored D:
Damn i still haven't do hw.
Not in the mood to do. hahaha.
Maybe do later or tmr.
argh! damn bored!
Nobody's online ):

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2009-03-20T23:21:00.000+08:00

Whats wrong?
What happened? Why do i feel so demoralized.
Sigh. Sorry guys, My temper's getting bad . I hate this.
Maybe its all the pressure.
I'm close to breaking down.
But nothing's going to stop me. Not now. Never.
Maybe some of you think its nothing to you ,
but you don't know how important it is to others.
A goal is for us to reach , don't just say and forget it the next day.
I'm not going to give up! Do this for Chloe.

2009-03-16T19:39:00.000+08:00

I had a super funny and scary nightmare ytd.
I forgot to post about this in the morning. hahaha
ok so i dreamt that i was playing block catching with like alot of ghosts.
And they were all trying to catch me . :X
then i ran for my life la , duh. lol.
Damn scary! the ghosts look like they haven't eat anything for two months.
Then suddenly i realise the ghosts can find me cos they put a sensor on my body.
I pulled out the sensor and threw it on the staircase.
I ran and ran and ran then suddenly bump into a ghost.
But the ghost thought i was another ghost cos i dun have the sensor on me anymore.
So i told the ghost to stay there and i ran to the lift .
I took the lift and went to first floor and escaped from the ghosts.
This is when Tanji called and woke me up. LOL (:
Its kinda lame but its true ok!

The fixture for nationals is out :
25 march 3pm , RGS
31 march 4pm , TK
3 april 4pm , SNG ( St Nicholas ) this is the day Chloe's leaving for london. ): ):

Everyone be prepared to have super tough trainings.
Take care of yourself too!

2009-03-16T10:50:00.000+08:00

We lost it .
But its okay , as long as we don't stop trying. (:
And you , enough okay. Stop all this nonsense. Stop.
Wheeeeee , i swear im going to finish all the homework i owe by this week ,

esp chinese . hehehhehe (: i ~~hate~~ love 简报s

Trainings will be at kallang.
There will be friendly matches i think. Yay!!! lol -.-
ok whatever. Jiayou everybody! work hard for nationals!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AINSLEY! :D
sorry now then wish you :X

2009-03-08T22:09:00.000+08:00

Hey (:
I've been thinking about friday's match and nanyang's match these two days
and something just came to me awhile ago.
No doubt , we lost the match , we left the court with regrets.
But life is never smooth-sailing , right?
There is bound to be failures , who have never failed before?
Thomas Edison failed countless of times before he attained success.

Although we have lost , but it was these failures that made us learn , it was these failures that made us grow , to become a better person in life.
I've really learnt alot of things from these two matches.
And i cant deny that , after all these , i've grown to become a stonger person , both mentally and physically.
All this are valuable lessons that we might not be able to gain from winning.
Only when we lose , do we realise what really went wrong , what we should've done.
Failures are not meant to demoralise us , but to motivate us.
Failures are stepping stones for us to reach greater heights.
They make us achieve greater things in life.
Therefore , NanHua Netball will continue to achive greater results , greater performance.
Always remember , failing makes us one step closer to success.
Although we've lost our top 2 , but we should not give up now .
We are one step closer to West Zone 3rd and its time to achive this goal,
time for our success.

Jiayou NanHua Netaball , both C and B div. (:

2009-03-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

"as what liyi said, GA you watch out.
you'll be seeing a faster, better and fiercer GD in b division.
just watch and see. you'll no longer be able to win us."

Don't worry , you'll also be seeing a much faster , better and fiercer me. (:

2009-03-07T12:36:00.000+08:00

Everything comes down to zero again.
Why? Is it because of the hot sun? Is it because im really feeling unwell? Or is it because of our mentality? All of these are excuses.
I kept thinking about going on but somehow my body just doesn't work with my mind.
im really sorry to disappoint y'all ): i wanted to continue and fight till the last second with evrybody as a team , prove to others im not weak. But coach took me out. Maybe she thinks that me struggling on court wont be of much help , but at least i'll know that i've tried my best..instead of sitting in the shade and let y'all suffer for another two quarters. I really didn't want that ): This match really taught me something . Discipline. Taking care of myself before a match , and not fall sick at the last min.
Im really sorry ):

We were complacent.
We thought we've conquered the world when we won mgs. We thought that was everything , we thought we were the strongest , we thought we could relax and easily win rv.
But we were wrong.
History repeated itself again.
Like what mr quek says ,
Why is it that we only work hard after we lost?
Why cant we maintain our standard and not let complacence take over us?
There's a million of 'Why?'s in my mind now.
Everybody practically gave up in the second quarter.
There's no more fighting spirit in us anymore.
Maybe we thought that whether we lose or win , it doesn't matter.
Cos we already have a medal.
But didnt we promise ourselves to get top 2? Didn't we promise coach? Mr quek?

We let rv change their opinion of us , we let them think that : oh nanhua is actually not so hard to clear.
Why? When thats not even us?
We know it but whats the point when we don't show it to others?
Although what mr quek says is harsh , but it really makes sense.
This match really made me realise alot of things , alot more than the nanyang one.
Discipline , complacence , giving up , etc.

Now its up to us again .
Whether we want to prove to others what we've got.
Whether we want a 3rd or 4th , its up to us.
Coach and mr quek have already did their part , its our turn now.
Put away all the unhappiness and put on a good fight.
We want it badly so do Clementi Town .
So if we are complacent and think that we can win them easily , we will definitely lose.
Take them as mgs , play like how we played against mgs.
Hunger for the ball like how hungry we were when against mgs.
What matters most is our mentality , how much we want it.

2009-03-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

WE DID IT . AND WE ARE GOING TO DO IT AGAIN.

We put on a good fight , and leaved the courts with glory , without regrets .
All the sweat , all the falling down(s) is worth it! (:
Good job everyone! Lets strive for better performances and do even better than today!
Lets not be complacent ;D
JIAYOU NAN HUA NETBALL ! WE CAN DO IT !!!

2009-02-27T22:50:00.000+08:00

SORRY ):
i know its a team game and i shouldn't be saying sorry.
But im really disappointed in myself for the lousy performance.
sorry for all the disappointment.
could have done better!!!!!!
i really regret not doing better during the match.
But no point saying all this now as its alr over.
i promise i'll DEFINITELY do my best for the match with mgs and not disappoint y'all.

What we can do is learn from our mistakes and work really hard for the match with mgs.NOTHING IS IMPOSIIBLE , it all depends on our mindset.
Let this match with nanyang be a lesson learnt.
Like what 林老师 said , falling down is nothing , but you must know how to stand up again
"不要让这次的失败影响你的梦想"

we need to be CONFIDENT and trust each other. its really important to trust your teammates.
we need to stop panicking and be patient.
we need to stop making mistakes.
we need to play OUR own game.
we need to treasure every ball and shots.
we need to make more interceptions and have a good downline.
we need to GO ALL OUT.
we must not feel frightened before or during the match , we must have the FIGHTING SPIRT in us.
we need to want the ball badly , hunger for the ball , fight for it.
Everybody must FIGHT ALL THE WAY and never give up till the last second.
WE MUST DO IT. For the sake of coach fanglin , jiao lian , mr quek , seniors , Chloe & OURSELVES. come on lets show them what we've got and leave no regrets.
Jiayou everyone !!!! remember our goal is west zone top 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want it BADLY!
We don't want to let ourselves down , right?
So we've really got to do this , its the fight of our lives.

Nan Hua Netball makes miracles.

Change by Taylor Swift
And it's a sad picture
The final blow hits you
Somebody else gets
What you wanted again
You know it's all the same
Another time and place
Repeating history
And you're getting sick of it

But I believe in whatever you do
And I'll do anything to see it through
Because these things will change

Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up
To hold us back
Will fall down
It's a revolution
The time will come for us to finally win
We'll sing hallelujah
We'll sing hallelujah, oh

So we've been outnumbered
Raided and now cornered
It's hard to fight
When the fight ain't fair

We're getting stronger now
Found things they never found
They might be bigger
But we're faster and never scared

You can walk away
Say we don't need this
But there's something in your eyes
Says we can beat this
'Cause these things will change

Can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up
To hold us back
Will fall down
It's a revolution
The time will come for us to finally win
We'll sing hallelujah
We'll sing hallelujah, oh

Tonight we'll stand and get off our knees
Fight for what we've worked for
All these years
The battle was long
It was the fight of our lives
But we'll stand up, champions tonight
It was the night things changed

Can you see it now?
The walls that they put up
To hold us back
Fell down
It's a revolution
Throw your hands up
'Cause we never gave in
We'll sing hallelujah
We sang hallelujah
Hallelujah

2009-02-16T21:50:00.000+08:00

I need to work harder. i want to improve.
Everybody is improving. but im not. ):
I want it , badly.
West Zone Top 2!!!! lets achieve this goal.

Saturday had match with Westspring.
I think its the worst match ever. played like crap. Why..
Everybody was quite off.. the whole game was like we score in one , they score in one.
Mr Quek was disappointed , so were we. Teared a little after the match.
work harder, work harder , work harder.
After that went vivo to eat wit coach , tanji , jean , priscilla and joey.
Quite fun ah, thanks for all the laughters (:
then tanji , joey and me went hannah 's condo find her. she dont let us go her house!
so in the end we went rymond's house. lol!

Today, match with Dunearn. won 45- 2.
Not a bad game. But we can do better..
Second round starts next week , which means the real battle is round the corner, we need to pull up our socks and buck up! No more lousy performances like the one with westspring.

Short term resolutions :
1) IMPROVE. on nball!!!!
2)Hand up all the hw i owe asap
2)Study for common tests

see y'all soon! (:

2009-02-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

Everything sucks.

2009-02-07T00:14:00.000+08:00

HELLO (:
This week was quite tedious.
Tests , trainings and match.
Finally weekends arrived!

Match on thurs with Commonwealth was okay...
The score is 32-16 , we won .
Made alot of silly mistakes though.
We must not be complacent , our performance is still not good enough .

963 is superrrrr long , makes my butt ache ):

Must chiong finish all the chinese hw i owe this weekend. (i hate compos)
I think i can do it (: lol , maybe not.
AHHH!! MY HEAD IS BURSTING !!
What a hectic week.

2009-01-26T23:24:00.000+08:00

Happy CNY !! ( happy Collecting aNg baos . Yay! ) :D

That day helped mom to bake choc cookies for new year.
I can only smell and look but cant eat , so sad right !!!
And they go and eat ba kua infront of me !!!! grrrrr. lol
Anw yesterday i spent my new year eve at Chinatown squeezing with tons of people.
My mom forced us to accompany her go walk walk ._.
In the end cant even walk. Cos damn alot of ppl.

The bian1 pao4 that went off at12am

Balloons in the air.

The crowd

mom and bro

hahaha candid

Today went to my 3rd uncle's house to bai4 nian3.
Jeremy ( my cousin ) is in Outram sec . lol his phone bill one month $178. siao.
Love his dog , Shadow! super guai , but quite fat la.

HAHAHAHA

2009-01-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

Everything i've done came to a nought.
Regardless how hard i try , the ending is still the same.
Maybe i should give up.
Somebody please slap me into reality.

BUT NO MATTER WHAT , I WONT GIVE UP ON NETBALL (:

Life's like this ...

2009-01-06T21:14:00.000+08:00

Damn...... my left shoulder / back aches like hell !
It has been aching since the start of holidays till now..
i mean like not everyday .. but it stll hurts like shit crap sometimes
Hopefully theres nth wrong with my muscles/bones/nerves/anything that have to do with my body.

k whatever. school is boring ._.
Something funny happened today.
we were on our way to the music lab then when we walked pass the lift ,
my shirt happens to be untucked, and jesse lim was inside the lift.
then she said "eh!" and the lift door shut in her face and i quickly ran away.
HAHA, thats a close one .

Anw
ZONALS IS NEAR THE CORNER.
NO , IS VERY VERY NEAR.
TOP 2 !!! we can do it.

2008-12-30T13:15:00.000+08:00

“Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how
close they were to success when they gave up.” -Thomas Edison

We're so close to the finishing point , lets not give up (:

2008-12-27T17:05:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! ( 2 days late , don't care :D )

Yesterday , training in sch.
Dried the court and did some defending stuffs.
Aft that went to meet sm at jurong. LOSER . HAHA
Had lunch at imm , talked alot .
Went Jurong Library to "do homework" .
Bloody shit , what is wrong with the teachers ?! Especially *er hem* !!!
Alibabachickenbananapie. grrr.
So , i did learning log , part of chapter 1. And i realised that we must write 400 words for the compo, damn. Oh ya , i have a strong urge to complete the learning log in one sentence :
' For the history learning log , take out your textbook. ' Ok but its obviously not possible , unless i wna get a big thrashing.
Sl came and lent us coins for buying snacks from vending machine. AIYO SM , SEE LA YOU EAT SO MUCH.

Homed at arnd 7.

Today, training at sp cos sjab ppl using the court.
Ran track two rounds and did active warmup then drills.
Chloe not feeling well :X
Verena talked to us then played with seniors.
We shouldn't have any fear when we're on court! Just go all out and show the opponents what we've got. Confidence , thats what we lack of.
16 more days to zonals !!!

2008-12-20T00:03:00.000+08:00

Im superrrrrrrrrrr bored at home.
Stupid NG ZU JING is enjoying himself in London.
EH REMEMBER TO BUY ME SOMETHING !!! :D

2008-12-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

Netball camp was good!!!
Although the second day was quite sian but overall , its still fun!
FOR MORE DETAILS OF THE CAMP , VISIT TANJI'S BLOG (:
Hehehehhe.
Oh ya , got free Mc Flurry from Tanji and Chloe. HAHA THIS IS SO COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.
The flour is cool too , erm maybe not. Lol :D

Impatience never commanded success

2008-11-30T19:22:00.000+08:00

IM ROTTING AT HOME :X
I realised i spent almost whole of the day on my bed , even when im typing this. LOL
Except that i went for maths tuition just now and im elated cos i scored 96 for the test :D
Btw im attending tuition lessons ): sad right. AND ITS SUPER BORING (but effective) .
And im like a loner there cos theres only 2/3 girls and they look so dao. Whatever :P
Oh ya , i even had my dinner on my bed. JUST KIDDING. Wth so lame ._. haha

Yesterday had friendly match with SCGS.
Didn't see Farah there. Lol.
Anw , I'm quite disappointed with our performance.. could have done better..
But nvm , we shall work harder . And make full use of the little time left , no more slacking.
Also , please make sure to turn up for trainings!
Oh , Heather and Yu Zhen are not bad !!!
We can do it , we must do it!
Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude.
-Thomas Jefferson

ps. My blog is boring.. blame it on my laziness

CUTE RIGHT! :D

):

2008-11-19T12:31:00.000+08:00

why must the bbq clash with chalet! ):

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2008-11-15T18:42:00.000+08:00

HI HI HI
This blog's getting dusty , so im here to do some spring-cleaning (:
I'VE GOT NO IDEA WHAT TO POST ABOUT.

Thursday's training was quite slack. I cant rmb what we did.
But i rmb that we played something like asshole daidee with coach aft training.
She introduced us to that game. HAHA quite fun la. would be more fun if i was not the Gao Sai ( dog shit? ). LOL
But Rachel and Carissa were more unlucky. hehehehe. They were struck with the Gao Sai luck. Too bad Rachel , take it as a good chance to train your muscles ;P oh yeah Gao Sai need to squat throughout the game.
We were playing & laughing/mocking at the Gao Sai happily while Zhimin was talking on the phone happily ( suspicious ;D )
Heh. Went home quite late , whatever.

Today's training was okok .
The starting where we were supposed to run and shoot were tiring though.
Oh ya , the part whr rachel and joon played dead was super funny. LOL
Jiao Lian thought us some new stuff.
Played cards and went home. ( bridge's confusing ;X )

I still can't accept the fact that we have so much chinese homework ,
and i haven't even started on anything .
Still have history learning logs )':

vacillating between giving up & fighting on

2008-10-26T12:32:00.000+08:00

Thursday was the last day of school.
It didn't feel like it was th last day of school though.
IM GNA MISS SCHOOL SO MUCH , COS HOLIDAYS ARE JUST TOO BORING.
Post exams activities - Drew th anti-drug thingy ( lame right? )
-Some indian dance performance at auditorium.
Then got back report book (: haha quite satisfied with my L1R5 , although its not quite good
Shit ,i know its contradicting. lol. my class position's 22/40. I IMPROVED ;D

Oh yeah , sorry for being so agitated & frustrated that day..
My temper's getting bad and somehow uncontrollable nowadays.
IM SO SORRY .
I detest myself for being so emotional . ):
I hate mood swings.
I want my normal self back

Friday- training.
met Jean , Tan Ji , Chloe , Rachel at clementi.
had our lunch at th hawker centre.
then met Zhimin and walked to Singapore Poly.
Reached there quite early , so kinda warmed up (somehow playing a fool, lol )
Went to shoot and stuff. Then coach came , Lay Siew was late , aha.
Ran 2.4 with th small weights on (its actually for hands) , Jean with th big ones.
I improved by 4 secs ;D
Did team drills , downline and sprintings.
We are improving , not alot , but still , its quite an accomplishment? lol.
At least now , we are not slacking anymore ..
加油 !

it seems to be so far away

2008-10-19T20:24:00.000+08:00

SOMETIMES , I REALLY HATE YOU.

Friday started out fine .
Got back science papers ,
quite satisfied , but could have done better.
So my total marks for science is 69.5/100 ( is that an A2 or B3 ? )

Then , everything was disastrous aft lunch...whats her damn problem?
Whatever.
got back maths paper -.-
46/100 . think im th only one who fail.
Hopefully my CA1 will pull my maths grade up.

After school , stayed back in class to take back our chinese papers.
My chinese grade was quite well .. but i dont even feel a glimpse of happiness in me.
She spoiled my day ok.
Paper one - 48/70 ( compo ) , 14/20 ( si1 han2 )
paper two - 86.5/110
total - 74.25.

Was kinda late for training ,
all because of her being uber unreasonable by making us stay back.
Did the beep test , then passes and stuff , halfcourt.
Training ended off with sprints.
We really really do not have enough time left.. three months left for us to train .
Three months are really very short , so we got to make full use of it.
If we really want the medal , then we need to work super duper hard.
We need to want the medal.
So no more lazybones and lets work towards our goal!

i've got nothing better to do

2008-10-14T18:59:00.000+08:00

omg i ate like 10 drumsticks today. *faints*
and i ate tons of chips. *faints again*

ytd's training was okok la.
except that we did th frigging passes for frigging long under the frigging hot sun. (i sound stupid)
yay! we having netball camp ! haha (:

twinkle twinkle little stars , how i wonder what you are , up above the sky so high , like a diamond in the sky ~~~~bla bla.
ok im just bored. pls ignore this paragraph.

a post with title

2008-10-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

YO!
exams are over like a few days ago.
zzz, lazy update -.- becoming more and more like a fat pig.
walao i grow fatter by 1 kg. i miss trainings ):
this is damn traumatising : I THINK I GNA FAIL MY GEOG(wtf) AND MATHS. MAYBE ENGLISH TOO. ): somebody please save me

went to carissa's house on thurs after exams. went to west coast to play with sand(?)
and chatted quite alot.ZHIMIN CHEER UP MANZXC.

then today went out with carissa. zhimin cant go ):
went cineleisure took neoprints and watched MAMA MIA!
actually i wanted to watch painted skin ( but carissa too scared )
no la just kidding , cos she dun wna watch cheena show.
mama mia's damn nice, FUNNY LA.
sigh , a pity zhimin cant come.

2008-09-23T18:46:00.000+08:00

will not be using com until eoys end ;D
reply tags next time (:
ok off to study le - BYE BYE

2008-09-23T18:45:00.000+08:00

this is a super short post

2008-09-14T20:03:00.000+08:00

today was th slackest day everrrrrrrr.
th only not-slack thing i did was going for a morning jog and then went to buy groceries with mum. ahaha. after tht i just stayed at home and sleep my day through . LOL :D
omgggg so many ppl mugging for eoys. sian D; i havent start on a single thing yet.
NOWADAYS PPL SO HIONG. hahaha.

& just now my auntie neighbour scolding her children like some mad woman. haiz poor children. lol!

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2008-09-13T15:53:00.000+08:00

ytd was mid autumn fest.
we practised making th candy floss in class and th machine worked perfectly fine.
but it broke down halfway and it took damn long to make one candy floss. -.- failure, hahaha.
so our store was quite screwed up. lol
i got do my work ok! i helped to sell four items , clap clap. haha .
completed my shift , went to walk around with carissa.
then played th netball game , played 4 times! :D
also played one ten de pull string game with hannah.
i pulled 3 blue colour and one green , so total 10 points (owned them ;D ) got one spongebob toy.
carried lantern .
went home at 9 plus.
oh ya and meisee came bck (:

2008-09-12T12:19:00.000+08:00

in com lab now! lol -.-
the aircon is cool
the teacher is not cool
wth am i talking? nvm , hahaha
ZHIMIN WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR BLOG?

Ants

2008-09-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

On tuesday , our class was infested with 999999999999999999 ants. ( cos of th sweet drinks )
its like the whole rubbish bin area thr was covered with ants ( on the wall )
and its one whole chunk , damn disgusting .
actually not tht much de , then dno who go ask sm spray water.
then spray at th ants hole , in th end one whole group of ants came out onto the wall.
we were like jumping around. then say what later th ants crawl onto th ceiling then drop on our heads. then hannah went to get insecticide and killed all th ants. haha. jian yi said th dead ants look like chocolate rice.

2008-09-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

TIRED

carnival

2008-09-06T21:45:00.000+08:00

im mad with myself!
my shots today were disastrous.
my shots had been disastrous aft common tests.
i cnt calm myself down and flick th ball into th net.
walao whats the point of fighting so hard for th ball and thn cant shoot it in.
wasted so many golden chances. ):
nvm shall work even harder from now on! :D
just take today as a great learning experience ba.
jiayou everybody!

2008-09-05T19:21:00.000+08:00

carnival tmr! jiayou. (:

'Don't ask for a light load, but rather ask for a strong back.'
-dont ask for lousy teams , ask for greater performance

quiz

2008-09-05T19:07:00.000+08:00

tagged by Cynthia to do this quiz. (by the way , change th 'he's to she)

1) Your relationship with him/her is:

Friends and ex classmate

2) Your five impression of him/her:

Funny , cheerful , clever , helpful , kind.

3) The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:

erm ... not sure? lol

4) The most memorable thing he had said to you:
not sure too..

5) If he/she becomes ur lover you will:

say 'i love you' lol , jkjk.

6) If he/she becomes your lover the thing he have to improve on will be:

-.-

7) If he becomes your enemy you will:

try to be friends again.

8) If he/she becomes your enemy the reason will be:

er dno.

9) The most desired thing you wanna do for him or her now is:

dno..

10) Your overall impression of him is:

cheerful, but sometimes quiet.

11) How do you think ppl around you will feel about you?

er..dno? abit lame? haha.

12) The characters tt you like about yourself:

eh....not sure.

13) On the contrary the characters you hate about yourself:

not decisive and sometimes a little bit paranoid

14) The most ideal person i wanna b is:

be myself.

15) For ppl who care n likes you, you wanna say:

erm... thanks?

Pass this quiz to ten ppl tt you wish to noe how they feel about you.
whoever tt wants to do.

2008-09-03T21:35:00.000+08:00

replies to tags :

hui wen : hello ;D thanks for tagging
black : haha ,ya i think i know who you are . lol (:
wanying : haha sorry i missed out your blog! will link you asap ;D
kidz : thanks for th tag (;
Sue Mae : haha , honoured then must thank me ;D lol jkjk.
Jenn Yeong , tzulai , Shuping , ZHIMIN : thanks for tagging! ;D

Teachers' Day

2008-08-29T20:41:00.000+08:00

overall today was quite fun? lol.
th mass walk was sucky.
we walked frm nh to clementi woods thr.
then suelynn they all were like waving and saying hi to every single stranger they see.
damn funny la! most were ah ma and ah gongs.
then got this ah gong like shocked then stare at them. haha.
also got this cute little girl waving at us frm her window.
then we like those da4 ren2 wu4 waving to people , you know those mps everytime like wave to th residents.

ok then returned to school. went back class.
we somehow got this idea of giving ms lim a surprise.
then we go blast music thru th classrm speaker (ask sue lynn how she did it),
and off th lights. we stacked th table and hid behind it.
suemae and hannah went to find ms lim & bluffed her that sue lynn fell off
th chair ( and bled? ) . lol . then she like damn anxious thinking that its true.
then sue mae covered ms lim's eyes when she came into th class. we jumped and shouted
happy tchers day. she damn shocked and surprised la . then they thought of videoing this 'surprising ms lim' thing down. so we did it all over agn just to video it. like replay like that la.
lol super funny. i was like rolling on th floor laughing? embarrassing la. haha.
GO SUE MAE'S BLOG TO SEE THE VID.(see i advertise your blog, be honoured, jkjk)

then was th concert. er okok la ,
th dance itmes were nice.

then went back evgps-.-
mrs ng were on maternity leave? think so.
so didn't get to talk to her.
went causeway and had a nice gathering with kexin , fang yi and ainsley. lol, didnt know whr th others went. sorry to 6 care'07 peeps(some) , pang seh-ed you all.
laughed like siao.
and my phone th music player that sliding button drop out! lol but nvm la not important one.
lets meet up again sometime! ;D

funny Pics

2008-08-24T18:29:00.000+08:00

lol!

boring weekends

2008-08-24T14:47:00.000+08:00

weekends are damn it boring.
ytd , went out with my mother for awhile
then went to meet hui hui and carina at 883 to buy things.
other then that , spent the whole day at home sleeping and going online.
today is worse -.-
helped to do housework .
watched tv but ended up sleeping on th sofa.
then decided to go online.
and i spent 2 effing hrs just to update my dead links.
then here i am , posting .

ah , i just remembered i havent even touch my homework yet. ):
and although common tests are just over,
EOY is round the corner
so start mugging soon!

Arriving at one point is the starting point to another.
-John Dewey

Finally

2008-08-23T14:30:00.000+08:00

common tests over! yay.
lol , got back some of th results. -.-

English-15/30 ( just passed. zzz )
Chinese-28/55 ( also just passed , wthhh )
Geography-22.5/30 ( phew. improved alot )
History-16/30 ( walao zzzz )
Maths-25/40

the rest havent get back. almost everything just boderline pass lor.

-.-

2008-08-17T11:32:00.000+08:00

so far , tests are okok la.
but i think the english test was totally badddddd.
i just rushed through the comprehension quetions to save time
for the summary. & i think i overshot the words limit. zzz.
chinese not that bad although 12 marks gone.

i totally flunked my elit class test.
didnt even kno thrs a test. lol.
its about "The Journey". i havent read that story .
was looking around and found that everybody write until so much,
then mine only one sentence. cos i dun even kno th story -.-
left 2 or 3 questions blank.
luckily not common test.

& grats , carissa! topped her class for history CT.

im worried for general sci.
chem tests practically everything we've learnt from jan till now.
and i dun even unds anything except laboratory rules. ok , quite exaggerating.
but seriously , i think i daydreamed through shamima's lesson.
tell me who can stay attentive in her class and not sleep? no offence la, lol

mugging Alert !

2008-08-11T21:46:00.000+08:00

today woke up damn early .
watched tao li swim.not bad la , at least she got fifth.
top 5 in the whole world is good alr. haha.
then went eat lunch at causeway , then its mugging time! lol
went woodlands lib to study .
and i actually stayed thr to mug from like 1 plus to 6pm.
yay! an accomplishment ;D

"It is not how much you do, but how much love you put in the doing."

its not how much you do , but how much hardwork and effort you put in the doing ,
jiayou and study hard for common tests! (:

Study!

2008-08-10T21:26:00.000+08:00

damn.
i cant seem to get into the mood of studying. ):
argh. come on GEOGRAPHY!
i think i need to paste motivating notes on the wall to get me studying,
if not i'll just turn on the tv and watch olympics -.-
kay i'll go bury my head in the notes and txtbook le.