I want to say ..

Sunday, October 26, 2008, 12:32 PM

vacillating between giving up & fighting on

Thursday was the last day of school.
It didn't feel like it was th last day of school though.
IM GNA MISS SCHOOL SO MUCH , COS HOLIDAYS ARE JUST TOO BORING.
Post exams activities - Drew th anti-drug thingy ( lame right? )
-Some indian dance performance at auditorium.
Then got back report book (: haha quite satisfied with my L1R5 , although its not quite good
Shit ,i know its contradicting. lol. my class position's 22/40. I IMPROVED ;D

Oh yeah , sorry for being so agitated & frustrated that day..
My temper's getting bad and somehow uncontrollable nowadays.
IM SO SORRY .
I detest myself for being so emotional . ):
I hate mood swings.
I want my normal self back

Friday- training.
met Jean , Tan Ji , Chloe , Rachel at clementi.
had our lunch at th hawker centre.
then met Zhimin and walked to Singapore Poly.
Reached there quite early , so kinda warmed up (somehow playing a fool, lol )
Went to shoot and stuff. Then coach came , Lay Siew was late , aha.
Ran 2.4 with th small weights on (its actually for hands) , Jean with th big ones.
I improved by 4 secs ;D
Did team drills , downline and sprintings.
We are improving , not alot , but still , its quite an accomplishment? lol.
At least now , we are not slacking anymore ..
加油 !

Sunday, October 19, 2008, 8:24 PM

it seems to be so far away

SOMETIMES , I REALLY HATE YOU.

Friday started out fine .
Got back science papers ,
quite satisfied , but could have done better.
So my total marks for science is 69.5/100 ( is that an A2 or B3 ? )

Then , everything was disastrous aft lunch...whats her damn problem?
Whatever.
got back maths paper -.-
46/100 . think im th only one who fail.
Hopefully my CA1 will pull my maths grade up.

After school , stayed back in class to take back our chinese papers.
My chinese grade was quite well .. but i dont even feel a glimpse of happiness in me.
She spoiled my day ok.
Paper one - 48/70 ( compo ) , 14/20 ( si1 han2 )
paper two - 86.5/110
total - 74.25.

Was kinda late for training ,
all because of her being uber unreasonable by making us stay back.
Did the beep test , then passes and stuff , halfcourt.
Training ended off with sprints.
We really really do not have enough time left.. three months left for us to train .
Three months are really very short , so we got to make full use of it.
If we really want the medal , then we need to work super duper hard.
We need to want the medal.
So no more lazybones and lets work towards our goal!

Tuesday, October 14, 2008, 6:59 PM

i've got nothing better to do

omg i ate like 10 drumsticks today. *faints*
and i ate tons of chips. *faints again*

ytd's training was okok la.
except that we did th frigging passes for frigging long under the frigging hot sun. (i sound stupid)
yay! we having netball camp ! haha (:

twinkle twinkle little stars , how i wonder what you are , up above the sky so high , like a diamond in the sky ~~~~bla bla.
ok im just bored. pls ignore this paragraph.

Saturday, October 11, 2008, 9:41 PM

a post with title

YO!
exams are over like a few days ago.
zzz, lazy update -.- becoming more and more like a fat pig.
walao i grow fatter by 1 kg. i miss trainings ):
this is damn traumatising : I THINK I GNA FAIL MY GEOG(wtf) AND MATHS. MAYBE ENGLISH TOO. ): somebody please save me

went to carissa's house on thurs after exams. went to west coast to play with sand(?)
and chatted quite alot.ZHIMIN CHEER UP MANZXC.

then today went out with carissa. zhimin cant go ):
went cineleisure took neoprints and watched MAMA MIA!
actually i wanted to watch painted skin ( but carissa too scared )
no la just kidding , cos she dun wna watch cheena show.
mama mia's damn nice, FUNNY LA.
sigh , a pity zhimin cant come.