i realised it's been ages since i had home-cooked food. It's either eat out or dabao home for idk how long. Finally i got to taste food cooked by my mum. It was.. great. hahah. And food really works wonder. It totally cheered me up. hahaha. I hope everyday can be like this , i'm really sick of outside food. haha oh yeah today's teachers' day. i wanted to do cards but i was totally not in the mood. so just wrote something on the class present for th tchers. Mass walk , as pointless as ever. i'd rather dance tht stupid aces dance we do in primary sch HAHA i remember how we twisted and turned everywhr so fun. had a hard time deciding whr to go. sm sick so she went home get well soon . in the end we nvr stalk them(dun tell you who) we went jp . Quite funny ah , and we saw ppl quarrelling , interesting. The manager came just in time to prevent something impactful from happening : a cat fight. HAHA i know we super typical singaporean and kaypoh , stand outside the shop and watch . Seriously quite funny ..and entertaining? Ok i shall stop gloating over other ppl's misfortunes.
idk why but this post somehow lifted my mood. (:
Sunday, August 30, 2009, 9:23 PM
kill me.
Chloe left on Friday.. we went to send her off at the airport. Chloe , you know i'm not good with words, just want to tell you that i'll miss you.. will miss playing street with you and talking crap together, making fun of chicken. All the best and dun give up on nball over thr (:
sorry.. why can't i keep to my promises and do what i said..
Sunday, August 23, 2009, 10:01 PM
Will you ?
i was such a weakling that day by standing there and nodding my head though in my mind i was so disappointed by your comment. But i must thank you. Cos now, i tell myself i mustn't be like this or i'll be doing what you did.
Today went to watch netball at tpy with esther and audrey. HAHA so funny esp in the mrt. Talked crap.Singapore played badly.. k thats not the point. the point is the australians are good man! hahah . wtf there's this asshole person on msn i dun even know him. go n die! HAHA
Saturday, August 22, 2009, 11:52 PM
Why do we have moonless nights
" Sometimes , they say, the moon is so busy with the new souls of the world that it disappears from the sky. This is why we have moonless nights. But in the end, the moon always returns, as do we all. This is what they believe. "
sometimes, we lose our directions , goals disappear . but they will come back as long as we believe.
Thursday, August 20, 2009, 8:25 PM
drained
sometimes i feel motivated by random ppl haaha . k today was movie w sm , shu ping , xiao han n tzu lai at west mall. WHERE GOT GHOST? haha its funny and i think its really quite scary . Omg the fat ghost super scary man hahah. Then we slacked at udders and talked crap . tzu lai was the joke. Haha i cant believe im actually blogging a normal post . Anw ytd self training , my muscles died man. Lol i love nowadays whr we play street during lunch and sometimes recess. I prefer playing with th girls its really fun.
hmm. sometimes i wonder.. is it really so important to win.. at times i will want to win so badly . but sometimes i just feel like slowing down and enjoy the game , enjoy laughing with friends and hey it feels rather good . although we didn't win but everyone in the team enjoyed the game..that's good enough..
Sunday, August 16, 2009, 9:59 PM
lies.
fk la . why am i always the one. idiots. sorry i alr tried to hold back for idk how long . i tried to ignore .
8:19 PM
all that matters
today is a nice day to sleep! so it was another wasted day. didn't really study . blame it on the weather , so windy blew me into dreamland k so lame. anw at least i read oliver twist on my bed. and i read until scene 12 then i fell asleep and woke up at 1pm , ate lunch and slacked , joined my brother and watched football . i got so freaking bored so i went to read agn . finished half the book and AGAIN i fell asleep . was waken up by a phonecall from my dad and finally i decided to finish off oliver twist once and for all and get all his money muahahahahahaha. went to eat dinner omg so effing nice haha. DAMN TODAY IS SUPER SLACK i feel like killing myself.
How are you going to finish? are you going to finish strong? or are you going to give up? its all that matters
12:39 AM
you are lucky.
when you feel useless or down. tell yourself that there are people in this world who are suffering more , whose situation are a thousand times worse than yours. But they are living life to the fullest and they are grateful for what they have. we should too. move on and don't ever give up because you know there will be people cheering you on , people that care for you. (:
Friday, August 14, 2009, 9:56 PM
paranoid
today was quite boring the lessons suck but i couldn't sleep cos its freaking hot without the air con. Get well soon to those ppl that caught the flu bug! dun get 1 week mc its boring at home hahaha. oh anw im too sian so i shall blog abt commons which i didn't want to at first. HAHA k so ... today was chinese but i think it sucked la although ppl have been telling me its fking easy. omg i suck haha why cant we use the freaking dictionary for shi yong wen !! all the good phrases i wna write but dno how to write . idiot. HAHA english was so-so cos its about gorillas!!! MY LIFE'S SCREWED!!! (er not cos of common tests k haha) I keep getting paranoid over stuffs. wad is wrong with me man . im freaking screwed. ugh. and ppl keep giving me false hope sigh .
Sunday, August 9, 2009, 10:55 PM
no pain no gain
Maybe it's my fault.
Maybe I let you to believe it was easy, when it wasn't.
Maybe I made you think my highlights started at the free throw line, and not at the gym.
Maybe I made you think that every shot I took, was a game winner.
That my game was built on flash, and not fire.
Maybe it's my fault that you didn't see that failure gave you strength.That my pain, was my motivation.
Maybe I led you to believe that basketball was a God-given gift, and not something I worked for every single day of my life.
Maybe I destroyed the game.
Or maybe, you're just making excuses.
-Michael Jordan
Saturday, August 8, 2009, 10:22 PM
not gonna fall for it again.
omg i need to start studying. i woke up at 11 today , ate lunch then slept from 1pm to 6pm . wth right. hahaha.
Because of You - Kelly Clarkson I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did You fell so hard I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you I will never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side So I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust Not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid
I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh Every day of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with
Thursday, August 6, 2009, 11:10 PM
not too late i guess.
I like to think , like think about stuff then come up with a conclusion. when i start to think i can't stop i'll just go on and on and its so fun . k you dun have to understand. HAHA. anw obviously im not a very clever person la if not i will top th level instead of being 200 plus . but still not bad la. hahaha. btw this is a super random post k. im posting coz im amazed by the power of thinking, wtf this sounds stupid but wadever (: you can ignore me/this post.
i realised quite a lot of things , hope its not too late. (:
Wednesday, August 5, 2009, 10:16 PM
just answer a simple question.
this sucks. nobody knows how i feel . k nvm.. just disappointed .. i hate this feeling, i hate this i hate this i hate this .but what can i do.
Sunday, August 2, 2009, 12:17 AM
i hope ...
finally i went out after like one week at home.met sue mae and went je library to erm STUDY. haha you believe? ok we gossiped and talked about people. quite fun. omg i have like five freaking tests next week and great all my textbooks and files are in school. good job ng yi qing. ok anyway i really dno what to write for my ke qian liang fen zhong , someone plz give me some ideas .
i think.. we should really buck up plz show some effort.. sigh