Everything comes down to zero again. Why? Is it because of the hot sun? Is it because im really feeling unwell? Or is it because of our mentality? All of these are excuses. I kept thinking about going on but somehow my body just doesn't work with my mind. im really sorry to disappoint y'all ): i wanted to continue and fight till the last second with evrybody as a team , prove to others im not weak. But coach took me out. Maybe she thinks that me struggling on court wont be of much help , but at least i'll know that i've tried my best..instead of sitting in the shade and let y'all suffer for another two quarters. I really didn't want that ): This match really taught me something . Discipline. Taking care of myself before a match , and not fall sick at the last min. Im really sorry ):
We were complacent. We thought we've conquered the world when we won mgs. We thought that was everything , we thought we were the strongest , we thought we could relax and easily win rv. But we were wrong. History repeated itself again. Like what mr quek says , Why is it that we only work hard after we lost? Why cant we maintain our standard and not let complacence take over us? There's a million of 'Why?'s in my mind now. Everybody practically gave up in the second quarter. There's no more fighting spirit in us anymore. Maybe we thought that whether we lose or win , it doesn't matter. Cos we already have a medal. But didnt we promise ourselves to get top 2? Didn't we promise coach? Mr quek?
We let rv change their opinion of us , we let them think that : oh nanhua is actually not so hard to clear. Why? When thats not even us? We know it but whats the point when we don't show it to others? Although what mr quek says is harsh , but it really makes sense. This match really made me realise alot of things , alot more than the nanyang one. Discipline , complacence , giving up , etc.
Now its up to us again . Whether we want to prove to others what we've got. Whether we want a 3rd or 4th , its up to us. Coach and mr quek have already did their part , its our turn now. Put away all the unhappiness and put on a good fight. We want it badly so do Clementi Town . So if we are complacent and think that we can win them easily , we will definitely lose. Take them as mgs , play like how we played against mgs. Hunger for the ball like how hungry we were when against mgs. What matters most is our mentality , how much we want it.