It's like walking on a tight rope in mid-air , trying hard to balance while overcoming your fear.. being all alone and no one is there to catch you when you lose balance. Helplessness just keep on drowning you but you know you have to keep going , it's the only way to survive. And when you finally surrender and fall , it may not be a bad thing , it is a kind of relief to you. And that's when you decide to surrender to fate.. that's when you lose your hope.
It was fun today , bball :) I really need to go study bio. Don't wanna flunk another test